Home Alone

Well we're home now. Because of her discharge, we had to get a lot of things ready for when Celia got home and we couldn't be at the hospital when they were going to weigh Amelia. In other words, I didn't get a chance to hold her today but I'm going to try tomorrow. I thought it would be great to finally get out of the hospital and go home to lay in our own bed in our own room in our own house but... it just doesn't seem right to come home from the hospital after our babies were born without them. We got here, dumped all our stuff, sat down and cried that we came home alone. Will our babies be okay by themselves at the hospital? Do they know we're not close by anymore? Will they notice that we're not there as often? I don't know if any of these things matter to them, but they all matter to us. We don't want them to be alone there, we want to be close to them, and we want to see them often. Poor little babies, don't worry, mommy and daddy are always thinking of you.